You make this a mystical experience rather than a faith experience, Arsenios.
Well, I do like to say that I am a very faithless person, having knowledge... But when it comes down to it, I really do not proceed according to what is seen, but according to what is not seen... And that is the quintessential definition of faith...
And yes, the Ancient Faith of Christ is mystical, for as Paul notes, we hold the Mystery of the Faith in a pure conscience...
If you wish to see how mystical it is, read "The Mystical Theology of the Eastern Church" by Lossky...
The Book of Revelation is an entirely mystical work...
The walk with God is removed of burden by Jesus whose yoke is easy.
The word 'easy' is actually apt or fitting...
You make it arduous by adding works upon works like the Pharisees added burdens to the Jews.
The running of the race, persevering to the end, is indeed an arduous endeavor requiring virtue and courage... It is not for easy-believer sissies who name it and by naming think they claim it... The cost of discipleship is your life, which you must understand as having no value whatsoever, so that by this giving of nothing of value, you through that giving, attain the Kingdom of Heaven, even God Himself, which is everything... It is the ultimate Jewish deal, I say! Get everything for nothing... Yet it is joyful and labor and prayer intensive, with sleep and calorie deprivation, following Christ in the taking up of one's own cross...
And it is ALL about your own will... Remove your will from Salvation, rather than struggle to conform it to God's will, and you will not find Salvation... This Faith is a struggle to overcome self in embracing God... it is the hardest and most rewarding and most arduous and most worthwhile thing you will ever do... All else pales in comparison...
And you cannot earn what God alone can give...
But the Heavens rejoice with God more over the conversion of one sinner to repentance that all the deeds of a righteous man... And God loves the righteous ones...
It was the will of Adam that fell...
It is the will of man that must stand in Christ...
And in Christ man WILL stand...
Arsenios