Getting ready for tomorrow morning at 9am to get two teeth pulled
taking off of work for the rest of the weekend. Hopefully I can manage to be out on Pentecost Sunday but I might stay in depending on the pain, my whole left side of my upper teeth are all missing, now its the other side we go to pull out. I am 33 years old but my abuse of adderall has dried my mouth far gone.
I am desperately worried about what soupy diet I will have to be on until my gums heal to put back my teeth. Its all costly but do to my suicidal apathetic state I was in, self mutilation and putting my self in extreme dangers and abusing medicine I am so blessed for the God given strength to redeem myself and make my teeth full again so I dont eat and choke on everything. Probably one of the most painful seasons I will endure for a while.
I had no idea of the damage adderall could cause on teeth on just a few years of being on it. Thank God he stopped me, so far 7 teeth are rotten and have come out but three more remain, i am getting them out tomorrow. I dont know how i will be able to eat with only my front teach for now I just pray for the implants asap. Dry mouth will sneak up on you, it did me after 5 years on being on prescription speed and downers...
Thank Jesus Christ for wanting me and turning me around amen, without his strength I wouldnt be here anymore, not here for this forum or anyone, i would have died. But Jesus rose me out of hell and I can face the flames with no blemish. God loves us and will see to it that we are at peace while on this planet. He is my only hope and also the light truth and the way and his presence occupies my every waking experience, I meditate on his truth and revelation 247.
I know him and he is a very selfless compassionate and loving God who will never leave. My by friend
thank you for my life and strength and patience. i await heaven as I once knew it, to come again in eternal glory. Not matter where he puts me I will not let him down.
Praises to our Loving and forgiving God and Lord Jesus Christ to make think new again. Amen lord, you chose this man! And nothing can separate this Love we have.
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