Could a heavenly vision give answers to your question:
The Judgment Seat of Christ
Without responding, I turned and started walking before I could change my mind. It was the hardest thing I had ever
done. I was in the most frightening darkness I had ever experienced. The most terrible fears rose up within me.
Soon I began to think that I had stepped into hell itself. I thought about retreating, but when I looked back I could
see nothing. The door was closed and I could not even see where it was located. Resolving that I now had to go on,
I moved slowly, praying for the Lord to help me. As I did, peace began to grow in my heart.
I then noticed that the dark was no longer cold, but began to feel comfortable. Then I started to behold a dim light.
Gradually it became a glorious light so wonderful that I felt that I was entering into heaven itself. Now the glory
increased with every step. I wondered how anything this wonderful could have an entrance so dark and forbidding.
I wanted to savor every step before taking another.
Soon the path opened into a hall so large that I felt that the earth itself could not contain it. The beauty of it could
not even be imagined by human architects. I had never experienced anything like what filled my soul as I beheld
this room. At the far end was the Source of the glory that emanated from everything else in the room. I knew that
it was the Lord, and I was a little bit afraid as I began to walk toward Him. I did not even think about how great the
distance was. It was all so wonderful that I felt that I could walk forever and enjoy every step. In earthly terms,
that somehow did not relate here, it would have taken me many days to reach the throne.
My eyes were so fixed on the glory of the Lord that I had walked a long time before I noticed that I was passing
multitudes of people who were standing in ranks to my left (There were just as many to my right but they were so far
away that I did not notice them until I reached the throne). As I looked at them I had to stop. They were dazzling,
more regal than anyone I had ever seen. Their countenance was captivating. Never had such peace and confidence
graced a human face. Each one was beautiful beyond any earthly comparison. As I turned toward those who were
close to me they bowed in a greeting as if they knew me.
"How is it that you know me?" I asked, surprised at my own boldness to ask such a question of them.
"You are one of the saints who is fighting in the last battle," a man close by responded. "Everyone here knows you,
and all of those who are now fighting on the earth. We are the saints who have served the Lord in the generations
before you. We are the great cloud of witnesses who have been given the right to behold the last battle. We know
all of you, and we see all that you do."
I then noticed someone I had known on earth. He had been a faithful believer, but I did not think he had done
anything of significance. He was so physically unattractive on earth that it had made him shy. Here he had the
same features, but was somehow more handsome than any person I had known on earth. He stepped up to me with
an assurance and dignity that I had never seen in him, or anyone, before.
"Heaven is much greater than we could have dreamed while on earth," he began. "This room is but the threshold of
realms of glory that are far beyond the ability we had to comprehend. It is also true that the second death is much
more terrible than we understood. Neither heaven or hell are like we thought they were. If I had known on earth
what I know here I would not have lived the way that I did. You are blessed with a great grace to have come here
before you have died." he said while looking at my garments.
I then looked at myself. I still had the old mantle of humility on, with the armor under it. I felt both foul and crude
standing before those who were so regal and beautiful. I began to think that I was in serious trouble if I was going to
appear before the Lord like this. Like the eagles, my old acquaintance could understand my thoughts, and he replied
to them:
"Those who come here wearing that mantle have nothing to fear. That mantle is the highest rank of honor, and it is
why they all bowed to you while you passed."
"I did not notice anyone bowing to me," I replied, a bit disconcerted.
"It is not improper," he continued. "Here we show each other the respect that is due. Even the angels serve us here,
but only our God and His Christ are worshiped."
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