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If I were you, I wouldn't be talking to your ex about a new boyfriend, or scaring him with public church confessions of lust or masturbation (or repeating them here on the www), or associating normal sexual impulses with demons. It would be enough to scare me away, even when I *did* attend church, lol.
It's finally gone, this stupid crushing all the time and looking for someone to fill a gap only God can fill. The last crush was on that American guy and then I realized he's never coming here and I'll never go there, so it's no use. Rather have him as a friend. He did help me out and let me go after God again after that last crash I survived. That was great. I wake up with Jesus now, better and if He wants me to be single always, that's okay. I had a good talk with God. I never want a rotten relationship anymore, then I'm rather single. The kids are so glad that that guy left. He barked at them and changed all the rules all of a sudden. Made me realize it's better to be single when you have kids. All that fuzz you get, ain't nobody got time fo that.
Become a nun![]()
My boys like my crush. He doesn't bother them nor bark at them. Can't he drive us to grandma? No he has a bike and he lives a tiny bit far away. Oh well. I'm gonna listen to Creflo Dollar and buy a private yet.