I am sick of being treated bad. Pretty much all my life. It's even made it hard to trust in God, because it's like just one more that I believe in that's going to turn on me in betrayal/denial and withdraw any hope or love that was promised or believed in.
Over and over and over ppl just turn a cold shoulder, it amazes me how cold and calculating, merciless and unforgiving ppl can be, and then when you hear about God's love, it's like, 'Yeah, yeah, sure ... Heard it all before'. It's similar I guess to someone with a bad or mistreating father all their life, then being told you have a father in heaven that loves you, it's often hard for some to believe it.
I understand the situation, ~Jo~ ..... I can relate. But I have to continue to seek to have God's forgiveness in my heart for those who treat me cold and pray He keeps me from being that way. His mercies are new every morning, but alot of ppl seem to not be interested in that, and even seem to enjoy sabotaging love.
God's Word is there for us for a reason.....He loves us and wants us to know Him and how to love Him and each other. I can't even imagine how unfriendly, cold-hearted and hateful this world would be without God's Word and the restraining influence of His Holy Spirit. Look how it is even WITH that, and like you said, ~Jo~ , even among those that say they're believers. It's a reminder to me that I can do much better myself, and I'm trying and praying to be.