Living with mental illnesses

[Krissy Cakes]

I'm going to walk you all through my life with mental illnesses.

I have Borderline Personality Disorder, PTSD , Depression and Anxiety.

Living with these mental illnesses is a daily struggle. I know its a real struggle for my husband who has his own problems so at times we "butt heads".

As many know I was in the state hospital. (If you didn't, now you know. ) Part of me is happy to be home with my little family. (hubby and puppy) But the other part of me thinks I left too early. (I was their for a little over 2 months)

I'm taking it day by day. At times its minute by minute.

 

[MoreCoffee]

I'm going to walk you all through my life with mental illnesses.

I have Borderline Personality Disorder, PTSD , Depression and Anxiety.

Living with these mental illnesses is a daily struggle. I know its a real struggle for my husband who has his own problems so at times we "butt heads".

As many know I was in the state hospital. (If you didn't, now you know. ) Part of me is happy to be home with my little family. (hubby and puppy) But the other part of me thinks I left too early. (I was their for a little over 2 months)

I'm taking it day by day. At times its minute by minute.

You are in my prayer.

God be with you to comfort and keep you, your puppy, and your husband.

 

[psalms 91]

I'm going to walk you all through my life with mental illnesses.

I have Borderline Personality Disorder, PTSD , Depression and Anxiety.

Living with these mental illnesses is a daily struggle. I know its a real struggle for my husband who has his own problems so at times we "butt heads".

As many know I was in the state hospital. (If you didn't, now you know. ) Part of me is happy to be home with my little family. (hubby and puppy) But the other part of me thinks I left too early. (I was their for a little over 2 months)

I'm taking it day by day. At times its minute by minute.

Praying for you Krissy

 

[Krissy Cakes]

You are in my prayer.

God be with you to comfort and keep you, your puppy, and your husband.

Thank you :hug2:

 

[Krissy Cakes]

Praying for you Krissy

Thank you :hug2:

 

[Krissy Cakes]

So tonight is a hard night. We watched Daredevil on Netflix for a while and then I Jordan started talking about something. He started talking about us walking more. I told him I would walk more but I'm in a lot of pain. He said it would help and all that blah blah crap. :ziplip:Well then I said why won't God heal me? I said to him "I prayed for your hand, and you were healed. Why can't I be healed? Is it my fault? Is it cause I don't fully believe he can heal me? He said no. He can heal me whenever he wants. Is just not the right time I guess. I'm just tired of the pain. :crying2: I'm at my wits end. :help: I want to go to Heaven now. But Jordan won't let me. :dunno:

 

[psalms 91]

Praying for you Krissy, you have a work to do here and I pray that God heal you and strengthen you

 

[Krissy Cakes]

Praying for you Krissy, you have a work to do here and I pray that God heal you and strengthen you

Thank you :hug2:

 

[Stravinsk]

So tonight is a hard night. We watched Daredevil on Netflix for a while and then I Jordan started talking about something. He started talking about us walking more. I told him I would walk more but I'm in a lot of pain. He said it would help and all that blah blah crap. :ziplip:Well then I said why won't God heal me? I said to him "I prayed for your hand, and you were healed. Why can't I be healed? Is it my fault? Is it cause I don't fully believe he can heal me? He said no. He can heal me whenever he wants. Is just not the right time I guess. I'm just tired of the pain. :crying2: I'm at my wits end. :help: I want to go to Heaven now. But Jordan won't let me. :dunno:

Hi Krissy :wave:

I'm a little confused. Your thread's subject matter is your battle with mental illness, and yet this post seems to indicate you are looking for healing from a physical pain. Am I reading this correctly or is the pain you refer to something else?

 

[Krissy Cakes]

So hubby and I went out to brunch for my birthday (even tho its tomorrow) Then I had a counseling appointment with a new counselor. Jordan came with me as I didn't want to go alone. Shes nice and we had a good talk. I will see her next week. We then came home and watched the last episode of DareDevil on Netflix. :icon10: (Awesome show) Now I'm watching Supernatural to get up to were Jordan is so we can watch it together.

 

[psalms 91]

Sounds like a nice time

 

[Krissy Cakes]

Hi Krissy :wave:

I'm a little confused. Your thread's subject matter is your battle with mental illness, and yet this post seems to indicate you are looking for healing from a physical pain. Am I reading this correctly or is the pain you refer to something else?

I have a few mental illness's and I have lots of physical problems that cause me pain. I want healing from all my pain. (mental and physical)

Hope that helps :hug2:

 

[Krissy Cakes]

Todays my birthday the 12th! :cake: I'm 25 years old. :glasses: I feel old. :thumbsdown:

Hubby and I had Chinese and I watched Supernatural! :thumbsup:

But now its night time and the "bad thoughts" are flowing. :banghead:

Guess I need to go and watch more Supernatural to keep my mind busy.

 

[Tigger]

Hang in there Krissy. We all have our struggles but it's easier when we pull for each other.

 

[Alithis]

Todays my birthday the 12th! :cake: I'm 25 years old. :glasses: I feel old. :thumbsdown:

Hubby and I had Chinese and I watched Supernatural! :thumbsup:

But now its night time and the "bad thoughts" are flowing. :banghead:

Guess I need to go and watch more Supernatural to keep my mind busy.

i am going to be blatantly honest -i am utterly confused as to your, stance, belief system and faith .

 

[MoreCoffee]

Todays my birthday the 12th! :cake: I'm 25 years old. :glasses: I feel old. :thumbsdown:

Hubby and I had Chinese and I watched Supernatural! :thumbsup:

But now its night time and the "bad thoughts" are flowing. :banghead:

Guess I need to go and watch more Supernatural to keep my mind busy.

May I suggest something?

 

[Krissy Cakes]

Hang in there Krissy. We all have our struggles but it's easier when we pull for each other.

:hug2: Thank you! :hug2:

 

[Krissy Cakes]

i am going to be blatantly honest -i am utterly confused as to your, stance, belief system and faith .

Why do you say that?

 

[Krissy Cakes]

May I suggest something?

I'm always open for suggestions.

 

[psalms 91]

Good morning