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I'm going to walk you all through my life with mental illnesses.

I have Borderline Personality Disorder, PTSD , Depression and Anxiety.

Living with these mental illnesses is a daily struggle. I know its a real struggle for my husband who has his own problems so at times we "butt heads".

As many know I was in the state hospital. (If you didn't, now you know. :p) Part of me is happy to be home with my little family. (hubby and puppy) But the other part of me thinks I left too early. (I was their for a little over 2 months)

I'm taking it day by day. At times its minute by minute.
 

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I'm going to walk you all through my life with mental illnesses.

I have Borderline Personality Disorder, PTSD , Depression and Anxiety.

Living with these mental illnesses is a daily struggle. I know its a real struggle for my husband who has his own problems so at times we "butt heads".

As many know I was in the state hospital. (If you didn't, now you know. :p) Part of me is happy to be home with my little family. (hubby and puppy) But the other part of me thinks I left too early. (I was their for a little over 2 months)

I'm taking it day by day. At times its minute by minute.
You are in my prayer.

God be with you to comfort and keep you, your puppy, and your husband.
 

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I'm going to walk you all through my life with mental illnesses.

I have Borderline Personality Disorder, PTSD , Depression and Anxiety.

Living with these mental illnesses is a daily struggle. I know its a real struggle for my husband who has his own problems so at times we "butt heads".

As many know I was in the state hospital. (If you didn't, now you know. :p) Part of me is happy to be home with my little family. (hubby and puppy) But the other part of me thinks I left too early. (I was their for a little over 2 months)

I'm taking it day by day. At times its minute by minute.
Praying for you Krissy
 

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So tonight is a hard night. :( We watched Daredevil on Netflix for a while and then I Jordan started talking about something. He started talking about us walking more. I told him I would walk more but I'm in a lot of pain. He said it would help and all that blah blah crap. :ziplip:Well then I said why won't God heal me? I said to him "I prayed for your hand, and you were healed. Why can't I be healed? Is it my fault? Is it cause I don't fully believe he can heal me? He said no. He can heal me whenever he wants. Is just not the right time I guess. I'm just tired of the pain. :crying2: I'm at my wits end. :help: I want to go to Heaven now. But Jordan won't let me. :dunno:
 

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Praying for you Krissy, you have a work to do here and I pray that God heal you and strengthen you
 

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So tonight is a hard night. :( We watched Daredevil on Netflix for a while and then I Jordan started talking about something. He started talking about us walking more. I told him I would walk more but I'm in a lot of pain. He said it would help and all that blah blah crap. :ziplip:Well then I said why won't God heal me? I said to him "I prayed for your hand, and you were healed. Why can't I be healed? Is it my fault? Is it cause I don't fully believe he can heal me? He said no. He can heal me whenever he wants. Is just not the right time I guess. I'm just tired of the pain. :crying2: I'm at my wits end. :help: I want to go to Heaven now. But Jordan won't let me. :dunno:
Hi Krissy :wave:

I'm a little confused. Your thread's subject matter is your battle with mental illness, and yet this post seems to indicate you are looking for healing from a physical pain. Am I reading this correctly or is the pain you refer to something else?
 

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So hubby and I went out to brunch for my birthday (even tho its tomorrow) :p Then I had a counseling appointment with a new counselor. Jordan came with me as I didn't want to go alone. Shes nice and we had a good talk. I will see her next week. We then came home and watched the last episode of DareDevil on Netflix. :icon10: (Awesome show) Now I'm watching Supernatural to get up to were Jordan is so we can watch it together. :)
 

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Sounds like a nice time
 

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Hi Krissy :wave:

I'm a little confused. Your thread's subject matter is your battle with mental illness, and yet this post seems to indicate you are looking for healing from a physical pain. Am I reading this correctly or is the pain you refer to something else?
I have a few mental illness's and I have lots of physical problems that cause me pain. I want healing from all my pain. (mental and physical)

Hope that helps :hug2:
 

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Todays my birthday the 12th! :cake: I'm 25 years old. :glasses: I feel old. :thumbsdown:

Hubby and I had Chinese and I watched Supernatural! :thumbsup:

But now its night time and the "bad thoughts" are flowing. :banghead:

Guess I need to go and watch more Supernatural to keep my mind busy. :(
 

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Hang in there Krissy. We all have our struggles but it's easier when we pull for each other.
 

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Todays my birthday the 12th! :cake: I'm 25 years old. :glasses: I feel old. :thumbsdown:

Hubby and I had Chinese and I watched Supernatural! :thumbsup:

But now its night time and the "bad thoughts" are flowing. :banghead:

Guess I need to go and watch more Supernatural to keep my mind busy. :(
i am going to be blatantly honest -i am utterly confused as to your, stance, belief system and faith .
 

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Todays my birthday the 12th! :cake: I'm 25 years old. :glasses: I feel old. :thumbsdown:

Hubby and I had Chinese and I watched Supernatural! :thumbsup:

But now its night time and the "bad thoughts" are flowing. :banghead:

Guess I need to go and watch more Supernatural to keep my mind busy. :(
May I suggest something?
 

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Hang in there Krissy. We all have our struggles but it's easier when we pull for each other.
:hug2: Thank you! :hug2:
 

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i am going to be blatantly honest -i am utterly confused as to your, stance, belief system and faith .
Why do you say that?
 

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