I used to have nightmares all the time. I was always afraid to sleep, rapists chasing me in my dreams. My ex always had to pray for me before I went to bed. Then a friend of him said: that's weird. You're not all of a sudden out of control when you sleep. Your spirit stays awake and God watches you when you sleep. He doesnt slumber or sleep. That was a real eye opener. Then the fear left and the nightmares too. Devil couldnt haunt me anymore. I got counselling and inner healing prayer in Canada for it which was weird. I saw it happening in an image God gave me. She thought I was raped because of how I acted and always dressed like a boy to protect myself. He never admitted but come on, I remember one filthy other thing he did and that response, a normal one would be: What? No of course not! I'm upset that you think about me like that. Doesnt matter. He tried to make up for it the rest of his life. I forgave him. He was just a kid watching porn. That's also child abuse if you ask me.
