Do you understand the concept of The Trinity? I'm really frustrated because I don't. Most Christians I chat with act as if it's a simple, basic, 1st grade math exercise, but to me it seems more like a PhD-level quantum mechanics problem.
Am I Christianly-challenged or just regular stupid? I don't even know Who I'm praying to. I've probably prayed to the wrong God so far, and I probably still am. Being stupid makes me sad and angry. I feel like Penny from The Big Bang Theory.
So let’s break this down into bite sized pieces.
Jesus prayed to “God” (aka “My Father”).
So do you believe that the “Father” that Jesus prayed to is God?
(I do.)
The Gospel of John opens with a bunch of verses about “the word” being God and creating everything that was created. John then claims that “the word” became flesh and Jesus is that “word” that is God and created everything. Jesus himself said that “before Abraham was, I AM” (claiming He was the ‘I AM’ God of the OT) and that Jesus and the Father were “one”.
So do you believe that Jesus really is God like he said?
(I do.)
Genesis 1 opens up with the statement that the “Spirit of God” moved over something. 2 Peter 1:21 states that prophets were carried along by the Holy Spirit in what to speak. 1 Corinthians 6 talks about our bodies as ”temples of the Holy Spirit” ... only gods live in temples. In Acts 5:3-4 Peter equates lying to the Holy Spirit with lying to God Himself.
So do you believe that these scriptures teach that the Holy Spirit is God and do you believe them?
(I do.)
In Mark 1:10-11 we get a clear event with all three - Father, Son and Holy Spirit - together at the same time and irrefutable separate from one another. It is the baptism of Jesus where the Father speaks from Heaven, the Son rises out of the water and the Holy Spirit descends like a dove.
Do you believe that the Father, Son and Spirit are distinct like that event revealed?
(I do.)
Jesus said that He and the Father are one. The OT is full of clear statements that there is only one God ... “I am the LORD, and beside me there is no other.” At the same time, the ONE AND ONLY GOD says “Let US make man in OUR image”.
Do you find it impossible to completely reconcile ONE GOD existing as FATHER, SON and SPIRIT?
(I do.)
Yet somehow this does not upset me. Just the opposite, I find it a genuine source of comfort. Let’s get real, no human being would have come up with “One God” and “Father, Son and Spirit” as two absolute essential truths. Any person not completely insane would have come up with a far more reasonable story that people could relate to. Zeus and Hera fathered Athena is a story that makes sense to people.
On the other hand, it makes perfect sense for a God that exists outside of space and time, who is Spirit and commands matter into existence, to be not fully comprehensible to the creatures that He/They created.
There are lots of things in the universe that I don’t understand. I don’t understand how light can behave as a particle AND a wave. I don’t understand quantum physics and how something can be “yes“, “no”, “yes or no” and “yes and no” at the same time. I don’t really understand how Schroeder’s Cat can be alive and dead until the box is opened.
None of that prevents me from turning on a light.
Since God clearly exists, I am content that I can only understand some of the details about Him. It allows me to TRUST Him without needing to know EVERYTHING up front.
What about you, can you live with not understanding EVERYTHING?