It's hot and humid at 4:53 A.M. I can't sleep tonight. I have an air conditioner in my room but it is really noisy. Even when it is on, the humidity gets my COPD going. Sometimes this muggy weather goes around the beginning of August.
I've got kidney stones in both kidneys and the doctor wants to operate. I have Lupus and Fibro acting up, and Sciatica in both legs is worsening so I think it's getting to the point where I will need more back surgery. Last time I went by ambulance, I had a panic attack.
I died for 7 minutes in the hospital a while back from a rare reaction to a anti-vertigo drug. When I came out of the coma, my brain seemed like a ball of ice in my head. I was in the hospital for nearly a month. The reaction I had is classified as a brain injury. And yes, I did see Jesus! Up close.
Together with the meds I'm on, sometimes it's hard to think. I have mixed feelings about talking online because I've been ill for so long, my health is about all I have to talk about. And I don't want to overdo it. But all these things together often keep me up late.
Jessie the "Alaskan Husky" aka mush dog comes and visits me once in a while. And I have been able to play and sing a little bit every day. My 7 year-old niece is a real sweetheart and we have been growing closer lately. Then there's my youngest son. He has 3 children in elementary school.
He's just about the best Dad I've ever seen. Unfortunately, he was just diagnosed with pericarditis and his liver enzymes are high. Doctors are just in the middle of trying to figure it out. So He's missing work. He normally can't put in a full week because of his kids.
He doesn't trust anybody because of an incident involving his daughter, who BTW happened to be the cutest little girl I've ever seen, and a relative. Stupid M.A.P. He's lucky my son, who is built like a brick s...house, has great self-control. Their mother drunk got beat up really bad last year by her drinking buddies. Crushed her skull in. Then she had a stroke. She can't walk very good. My son got his own place and took the kids before it happened.
Anyway, I think I've said enough, if not too much. I've been away for a while. I guess I kinda forgot about the place. It's good to be somewhere I can talk about God and not catch flack about it. The Lord is still faithful. He's my anchor...my foundation. I guess you guys know about that. That's a very good thing.
Keeping my eyes on the road straight ahead. Not looking to the left or to the right. Lord, please bless all of the people who make up Christianity Haven. Thank You for being You...wonderful!!! Shalom!
