Saying you are simultaneously saint and sinner doesn't negate your identity in Christ. It affirms the truth that you still sin.
What is hard about identifying with the Lord?
I was reading about how scripture says we are to walk in the spirit, and the time is here that all men will worship Him in Spirit and in Truth. And then one day I ran across the scripture that says, on that day He will say to them I never knew you. And how 1000 years to us is one day to God. So when I was praying I asked, Lord speak to me. I always said that in my morning prayer then at Amen, get up and go to work...I hadn't been giving Him a chance to answer! What if the Lord said, just a minute...?? !! It might be a couple years! I have to slow down my prayers and understand that, Prayer is not a Monologue, Prayer is a Dialogue.
And boy, I wouldn't want to be one of the ones that Jesus has to say I never knew you to them so I got the bright idea to do a couple things. I started pausing in prayer and giving Him a chance to answer, and...I started inviting Him to go to work with me! And He never denied me, in fact He said He will never leave me or forsake me. So I do (did) 5-8 different locations per day doing repair service (Heat(Air), so I would talk to Him all the time in the truck between call locations. Then I would get to the call and (this is embarrassing), leave Him in the truck and go back into my flesh so I could go in and do the job.
I still didn't get it! Ok so I was talking to Him more and instead of me being one who He says to, I never knew you, He might say, yeah this is the one who would never shut up! Lol I didn't realize that I was leaving my Lord in the truck, wait here? Geez! But it didn't click until one day I had a job, and it did not go well. I got so frustrated that i was about to pray about the job...and it clicked in my mind, You left Him in the Truck! I felt so bad. So I invited Him in and (He didn't even use the front door!) He was just there. and at that point, things started falling into place concerning the job. A wee bit spooky unless I consider that, I literally invited the Creator of the Universe to go in a Customers house with me and He was really there. Everything clicked right into place! Praise the Lord.
And when I finished and loaded up the truck and sat down with the Customer, He was still with me. I felt (perceived) His presence. I was walking in the Spirit and doing a financial transaction in the secular world where you have to be "Worldly Professional" and, everything went fine. So I never left Him in the truck after that!
How could I do that in the first place? Take my eyes off of the Lord by leaving Him in the truck. I got this you wait here?! We see in scripture what happens when you take your eyes of the Lord (The eyes of your Heart), he started sinking. I was sinking too when I was in the house alone, I walked away from the friend who sticks closer than a Brother and as soon as I got Him back by my side everything went well for me.
I pondered those things and began to understand that, it takes total surrender. It can't be, well Jesus you make 10 of the big decisions (the big ones) and I'll make the other 90% in the world...It don't work like that. Come out of the world and do only what the Spirit says to do.
I started doing that (as much as I can) and this is phenomenal. Sometimes I wonder if Jesus might have, allowed me to have some difficulty on that Job because I left Him in the truck?! He does have a sense of Humor, lol. He knew it wouldn't take much to frustrate me because electrical troubleshooting is cut and dry with the right instruments, until it isn't! Grr.
So try Believing, and hang out with your friend who sticks closer than a Brother. Remain in the spirit all day every day. It pretty much requires praying unceasingly!
I admit I am not fond of inviting Jesus to go with me to the grocery store. Whenever I say, Lord should I buy this? He says no...(Facepalm).