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  1. Naiwen

    Misunderstanding from Men?

    So more often than not, because I smile a lot and am usually in a good mood or if I talk to them, men would tend to think that I'm into them and etc. And I just wanted to say that because I'm smiling, I'm not necessarily smiling at you. But because I'm an asexual, I don't go looking for these...
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    Dear online Family,

    I love you. Knowing that every time I'm at my lowest and darkest moments, I have you to count on. I can have a semi-social life online whilst feeling safe in your hands. So thank you, to everyone of you who are supporting me online. So please don't think that your post doesn't count, because I...
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    3 Years Anniversary!

    So it's been a little over 3 years that I've been suicidal or even have had self-harming or suicidal thoughts and feelings. With my new meds and birth control pills, I've been perfectly blissful these past 3 years, haven't attempted suicide or self-harm at all currently in life either. Life is...
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    Who enjoys Window-Shopping?

    When you're broke after paying off all your bills like me every month, that's all I have the money to do : window-shopping online or offline. These days, because of the lockdown in my area, I window-shop online a lot more than I've ever had in these past years.
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    A new Job!

    I have accepted a modelling job offer at crescentreasures.com. No nude photos, I work my own schedule and it's on commissions. It's a UK based online jewelry shop. No sex involved either as I have done all the steps you guys have suggested. Just pure modelling. I've just started today and have...
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    Favorite Jewelry Shops as a Lady?

    I’m addicted to buying jewelry pieces and collecting them personally. My favorite online and offline jewelry shops are : Pandora.ca, Swarovski.ca and Leefiori.ca. I buy more online than offline though.
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    A new me!

    So after being 8 years in therapy and seeing a psychiatrist, I can say that I’m finally healed from many mental health issues except my autism, OCD and bipolar type 1 with others in my life, but I’m perfectly happy and blissful on my own in my new home, celebrating each moment in my life with...
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    Happy Holidays all!

    It’s time for me to wish ye all a happy holiday seasons. On Xmas eve, I usually have a traditional British Xmas eve dinner with my family, but this year, I’ll be all alone in my new home with my Xmas eve dinner. On Xmas, opening presents from family and friends shipped by UPS or Canada Post this...
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    Moving out soon!

    Because I can’t control my urge to go to the bathroom endlessly and compulsively at night, relationship with my parents have been deteriorating, thence why I’m moving out. Also, I can’t stand my dad’s violence and abuse towards me anymore. At last, free I am, finally.
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    In a Relationship with my Friend!

    I’m currently in a committed relationship with my best male friend who’s been in love with me for over 15 years. I feel so wonderful in a consensual relationship.
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    Our Car has been stolen today!

    My dad has filed a police report and been to the police station today. Someone has attempted to steal our car to resell it, but hasn’t succeeded in it and instead has damaged it. My parents have to pay a few thousand dollars to fix it.
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    A lying Friend?

    Has any friends offline and online ever lied to you? Just to have your attention because he’s been pining madly for you for over 12 years? I’ve just found out that the friend who’s been having the coronavirus has been lying to me all this time just to seek my attention. Where do I stand now and...
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    Your sexual Orientation?

    I’m a sex-repulsed asexual aromantic. And to me personally, looks and sex are largely overrated. I’m not sexually or romantically attracted to anyone at all and even find sex repulsive and gross. That’s my 2 cents on it though, what’s yours?
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    Relationships are stressful!

    I’ve had enough with relationships for life. Being single rocks! I don’t have to answer to anyone, I can do whatever I want with MY OWN life. Finally, I am free for life. I don’t want marriage or kids either. It’s suffocating and confining. Being in a relationship is like being bound for life...
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    Marriage and Kids?

    I really hate being attached or bound to anything. I hate romantic relationships let alone marriage and kids. In fact, having kids for me personally is filled with responsibilities that I’m not fully and wholly ready for. At least, that’s how I myself feel about it. How about you?
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    Understanding sexual Attraction?

    As an asexual aromantic, I really don’t understand why anyone is attracted to anyone at all. Human beings all look the same to me personally. Thence why it’s a little confusing for me all this sexual and romantic attraction thingy. Can anyone please enlighten me on this? I’m truly trying my best...
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    Obsession over someone and sexual Harassment?

    Both males and females alike can obsess over anyone. I’ve had myself met a roommate who’s committed suicide because she’s been obsessed with her married psychiatrist with children. I have I myself been obsessed over by men from any walks in life, any age and any ethno-cultural backgrounds I...
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    2 Years Anniversary!

    It’s been exactly 2 years since I’ve last attempted suicide or self-harm or even had any suicidal thoughts and feelings at all. Please celebrate with me my very special moment by spamming party food and drinks! Thanks everyone!
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    A new me!

    With exposure therapy and mindfulness and interacting with others daily offline too, I find it less and less dangerous and life-threatening. Because I’ve decided to change for the better and become more social irl too, social interactions have become less an issue for me in my current life...
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    Celebrating a new Chapter in Life!

    Help me guys celebrate a new chapter in my current life : which is practicing self-love, self-care and self-acceptance. Also having male and female friends offline and being more open-minded and easy going with everything in life. Having been almost 8 years on and off in therapy and seeing a...
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