I know what you mean. But what you have is called the blues. It's temporary. But the feeling is real.
Hi ... Thx, but I almost wish it were so. Blues I can get out on the guitar or harp or even piano. It's a bit deeper than a feeling. There's been some real fiery darts thrown my way from a number of directions.
And one thing I'm discovering, but it's real subtle, is the depression that can take hold from being on sites like this, because even if you're not being fed or edified, there's still that sense of coming back with hopes it WILL satisfy, because at times it does, but there's thousands of unhappy ppl out there, and that bleeds out through the anonimity and deceit in alot of chatforums.
And if you're upbeat or trying to share good news, some ppl resent it, and if they cant find their own true happiness, the next best thing is to try to rob you if yours.
Combine that with a number of other issues, and yeah, blues is looking up, lol.
And for me, I've experienced some outright hatred, and by some, directing it right at my heart. I'm not talking about minor differences, like I think we've talked about before ... Not everyone will agree all the time, for sure. But that can pass and growth can come out of it. No, I'm talking downlow ill-will, mean-spirited hatred.
I knew when you posted about needing the Armor it had a message for me.
So thanks, at the very least, for the heads up. But you're right about it being temporary. So will the source be. And God's mercies are new every morning.
So I can still praise Him for that, and thank Him for salvation, which I know you know IS A GIFT, which no one, man or devil, can ever take away from us. So, hey, if you wanna get the enemy mad? ..... Praise the Lord!
Thx.
I'd agree normally, but lately has been anything but normal. Cant even find too much funny in hindsight or foresight. I try to put it there for others ... But dont get a whole lot in return, and cant get it within myself. Aaahhh ...